Sunday, January 23, 2011

what do i feel

This semester seems required me to attend a lot things.Since,many things happened in my life lately.Some of them are quite shocking and dismay.First,it consumed for the paternal part and then the maternal part...(i don't know this paternal maternal are correctly use or not)

However, i believe and pray that situations are getting better.there are tests,for us....what we can do it try to overcome(the best that we can) and be submissive.The rest will lie in the hand of the God.Some of the test may require us to play with death and life....but i have faith and always believe the death will come in the right time(never too soon and never too late).

Everybody's tests are different.Don't compare your life with others....The best thing that u can do is do everything only for the One.Then,you will be fine,if it is not here,there hopefully.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010


I had many friends,that are labeling success with material.In the world of materialistic, they are totally right.

However, the truth,the long term and the Islamic view.They are wrong.I want to say how pathetic they are in the face. But, they are my friends so i just smile when they said that kind of thing.

Example, "look at him, he is using that Mitsubishi Lancer".(It is not related with the people are still live or dead).

Most of my friends are materialistic, they do not even bother to ask where the income of the "somebody" comes from,whether she or he are taking huge loans or whatsoever.They just bother they are success if could possess expensive things.

Again, i pity my friends

How much

This is question of how much that you are being

Saturday, September 18, 2010

The Last Ramadhan RAya

Officially,this was the last fasting in Kelantan. After several years of experiencing fasting in Kelantan.Probably this was the last.Furthermore, this was raya for me as a student.This time, i still recieved some duit raya from my parents,uncle, aunt and other family members.Next year,insyaallah,i am the one that suppose to give them some duit raya. So i will prepare some money soon. Despite everything, the journey in the future is still long, about 8 months to go before finish this 6 years of TESL course.

There were a lot of things that i learnt during this 5-6 years. I hope i took them as lessons. All the mistakes should not happen again. All the sweet memories will be kept in my mind forever.There were love and hate during this period.

This six years is short and yet long.I am still leraning.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Times wait no man

Today,first,my lecturer said i need to improve my writing.She worried with my language errors as i committed many mistakes in the quiz.I know i need to do better next time.

Second, i played soccer after the class with my friend.I found that i could not cope with the style and speed of the opponent. They easily surpass our defenses. What i want to say here is i need to come out with fast and more skillful of style. I knew i am lacking of these.

Third, i went to swim at night with my friends.I still swim at old level.NO IMPROVEMENT!! What the......

As i realized today, i need to do more,a lot of efforts because i am getting older and still far away from the star. Some of my colleagues had done this. There are successful in their own term. But, whatever it is, don't bother too much about them and focus on my next step towards achieving the supreme goals.

Saturday, December 12, 2009


i love daisies
as i love my memories.
most of the time they were idyllic
and sometimes it too can turn into terrible epic.
no matter what the past,
I'll appreciate them and it will last,
because we are just like bees,
living in a big tree..
produce the honey,
to fulfill the needs of the alley.
my colleagues,
you are the daisies

Saturday, August 29, 2009

3 keys

A few days ago, i read a short story called 'remember' by unknown writer from a piece of paper.

It is a good short story.This is a review. It is about a relationship of people that we know in daily life.

In that short story,Richard and Charles knew each other since they entered Oxford. At first, they were not close until they became quite best friend in the third years.

Richard thought that Charles was his good or best friends.Their relationship seems OK.Until a few occasion, Charles made a few statement that show the reality of their relationship. 

The keys were:

1) i knew you because we were in the same course.If not, i would not like to know you

2)At least s/he is better than you

3)Are you a friend?

Richard could bear when Charles made the first statement but no longer felt that he should for the rest.

Richard admitted he had done many things that Charles didn't like. However, Richard thought he would always help Charles whenever he needed.

Charles actually didn't want to be friend with Richard.He seems stuck with Richard because they were in the same courses. Richard now realized this and reflected on Charles statements.

The writer left the story on what Richard should do next after the reflection.

It is very simple but nice short story and i'm reflecting myself.